My family is so messed up. Since I was a kid, there has been a rumour about my uncle and auntie used to have a secret sexual relationship when they were young (they are first cousin).
My cousin is a few years older than me, she is my second cousin. We didn’t even talk much over the years, I only see her once or twice a year when there is family gathering.
It all started in this new year eve, my family was drinking in living room, and I was in the guest bedroom sleeping because I was drunk. Then, I heard someone came in but I didn’t bother to look up (what could have gone wrong in my cousin’s house). A little while later I felt someone lean on my chest, I opened my eyes and found my cousin was looking at me so we started kissing (I could smell booze on her breath), that was when we had sex.
I woke up naked in the morning and she was already gone so I didn’t know if she remembered any of it. We’re gonna have another family gathering on Friday so she texted me if I would go, I replied with a simple yes and the conversation end here.
Is it a terrible idea to bring up the whole thing and tell her that I actually enjoy having sex with her? Or should I just let it go?